Never Give Up

I would never want to give up on you! But please.. I'm not always a girl holding firm to her decisions. Show me or give me some hints so that I know I'm not wasting my time or yours. If you don't have any interest on me, just tell me so I can stop. But every single time I remembered you were saying that you love me and you did miss me, my hopes arise. Ilyt.

GOOD NIGHT

#KhorrHaiMiiKhwaamSookMarkMarkNaKa
#NINA

Sering ku memikirkan,
Adakah kau juga merinduiku sepertimana ku merinduimu,
Mengenangkanku sebagaimana ku sntiasa teringatkanmu...

Aku rindu,
Terlalu.

#KhorHaiMiiKhwaamSookMarkMarkNaKa
#NINA

Few days passed since I texted you. I really really miss you, but I just can't tell you. I've made a promise that I'll never bother you anymore but I'm the one who broke it.

I feel unwanted.
I do feel annoyed with myself
For I'm the one who's always look for you.
I look cheap. I feel cheap.
I don't want you to see me this way.

So I hope when its the time we meet,
it is the new ME. With positive vibes, the one who lives with dignity. Not ashamed with myself anymore...

Good night, I. Do meet me in my dream, for I've been missing you like crazy😔🌜

Pesanan untuk semua: Hargai lah mama/ibu/mak/mummy/umi korang selagi masih ada. Buat yang kehilangan insan berharga ni, sedekahkan al-Fatihah buat mereka.

Nanti bila da tak ada jangan baru nak menyesal sbb xpndai menghargai. Moga Allah jadikan kami adik-beradik anak yang taat pd mama dan babah (aamiin), walaupun aku sbnrnya tgh makan hati dengan perangai kakak2 and abang2 aku ni. Aku mengaku aku bkn anak yang baik, tp aku cba untuk bahagiakn mama semampu aku. cuma babah je aku masih tk tahu dari mana nak mula. Just so you know, nini sayang sangat kt mama dan babah walau nini tak luah😢😢😢😢😢

Macam mana nak husnudzon bila aku dah tak mampu nak husnudzon? it will takes lot of time and great effort. But I choose not to waste time. I am traumatized by your doing before and still.

Im not so happy today. Kinda blues I would say. Nothing really happened today. I woke up early at 6am just to sleep back and really awake at 7++am. I didn't do my lab report that should be submitted today in lab just now. It's clean and clear. My lab was at 9 and usually i'll take the 30-minutes-before bus. My hands were shaking while i was finishing the lab reports. I totally copied the senior's. My god! eventually had it settled and i took the zon 3u bus down there at 8.45am. Managed to arrive at lab on time. I guess😳. Run the lab and finished on 12++. Go back to zaba, bought my lunch (still not eat yet) and have to resubmit the proposal for sensory at 3 o'clock. Will have my lunch now. Bubye. Assalamualaikum.

damn! we were over and I hate the decision i hd made! i couldnt do anything! pls help me get her out of my mind. this is frustrating me!